16/04/01

Every time I receive a text message from you, I feel happy. On the other hand, the content of the text message and how that content makes me feel is a different story.

15/04/01

Today was such a long day. I'm so tired, and already dozing off. I truly miss you so much ya Setty.

14/04/01

I'm guessing you're no longer reading my journal, which hurts. I wonder if you miss me, as I do you. I miss you very much ya Setty.

13/04/01

I feel embarrassed - and afraid - that I've not been able to speak with you for so many days ya Setty. I'm afraid of how you might respond to me when we speak. Please don't be upset ya Setty. My mom's visit is just so demanding and the time difference is also making it challenging. In addition to all the work demands and stress.  Please don't be upset ya agmal Setty. I miss you so much!

12/04/01

I'm terribly sorry ya Setty. Today was black Friday. I spent the entire day today driving my mom around, and the time difference is making it even more challenging. I miss you a lot and look forward to speaking with you.

11/04/01

There are many things that I wish to speak with you about. I miss you.

10/04/01

I'm upset I didn't speak with you today. I hope I could speak with you tomorrow. I miss you a lot!

09/04/01

I can't wait to speak with you tomorrow ya Setty. I've been missing you very much!

Btw: this is my hundredth post! Yay

08/04/01

Please speak with me ya Setty! I beg you. Please do!

07/04/01

I never liked cellphones. In fact, I've a reputation for not answering phone calls or responding to text messages. Callers are typically surprised when I answer a call.  It's because I almost never carry my phone. However, for you, I've been constantly moving with and carrying my phone every where and all the time.  It's just one more indication of how special you're for me ya Setty.

06/04/01

I still do not know why you thought I stopped writing, when I have yet to miss a single post. It's intriguing that I have continued to maintain my daily journal even though you have not been speaking with me. I think it just shows how much I miss you.

06/04/01

I miss so many different things about you. I miss chatting with you. I miss your voice. I miss your laugh. I miss seeing you. I miss your smell. I miss your eyes. I miss your touch. I miss your dominance. I even miss your mean-ness! Sigh

05/04/01

It has been so long since you last spoke with me ya Setty! I miss you very much. If you miss me too, then please speak with me.

04/04/01

Isn't it strange that in spite meeting for only a few times, I see you in so many things around me. I see you in friends I have, I see you in people I meet, I see you in thoughts I have, I see you in movies I watch, I see you in stories I read, and I even see you in random people on the street. I miss you very much ya Setty.

03/04/01

Keda ya Setty? Not even a word? Don't you miss me at all? Do you not want to speak with me at all?

02/04/01

I still miss you ya Setty. I'm sad you're not missing me or speaking with me.

01/04/01

Today is my three months anniversary! But, you're not even talking to me! I miss you ya Setty. Please talk to me!

31/03/01

It pains me that you do not want to speak with me. I miss you very much ya Setty.

30/03/01

I miss you very much ya Setty. Please do not be upset with me. Please speak with me. I love you ... very much!

29/03/01

This week has been pretty hectic and quite stressful for me. Losing and my phone and not being able to speak with you made the week a lot more worse!!! I miss you sooo much ya Setty. It hurts!

28/03/01

I miss you so much ya Setty! I miss speaking with you. I miss listening to your voice. I miss hearing your laugh. I miss knowing how you are. I miss seeing you. I miss seeing your smile. I even miss your mean remarks! I miss you and I love you so much ya Setty.

27/03/01

I love you so much ya Setty, and I miss you very much. I can't seem to find my phone! I will be very upset if I lost it. I hope I could find it tomorrow. I miss you. I love you.

26/03/01

Although it has been less than 24 hours since we last spoke, I already miss you very much. Being away from you is very hard for me too. I doubt you know how much I love you. I, myself, am still surprised by how much I love you. You fill my heart and soul with so many very powerful and happy emotions. It's true that I'm generally a happy person, but not as happy as I am when I speak with you. You're right, as always, with you I am abnormally happy ... but, it's because of how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I love you so much ya Setty.

25/03/01

I love you so much ya Setty. You're the only one I love, ever loved or will ever love. You own my heart, my mind and my soul. You're the only one I wish to live with and for, forever and till the end of my time. I love you so much. You're Setty.

24/03/01

I missed speaking with you very much today ya Setty. I am very sorry I was so tired and was asleep almost the entire day today. I kept thinking about you and about the conversation we had last night almost the entire time today, though. I so loved speaking with you yesterday. Please do not be upset ya Setty. I miss you very much. It hurts me too that we are so far away and that I am unable to be with you, and to serve and worship you in person the entire time. I love you so much ya Setty.

23/03/01

I loved speaking with you today ya Setty. I always do, but today was even more special for me. I love being your 7omar! I loved that you shared with me this story, and that you are sharing and discussing your plans with me. I love being and feeling close to you. I love feeling and hearing your emotions for me. I love knowing that you feel and know of my love for you, and that you have the same feelings for me. You are so special for me. So extremely special. There is only you for me. You are my only love, my only friend, the only person I speak with freely and trust, the only person I appreciate and value her opinion, the only person I never get bored being or speaking with, the only person I truly admire, greatly cherish and uniquely value. You are Setty, and I worship everything about you. I love you so very much ya agmal we a7la Setty. My one and only Setty.

22/03/01

These days, and in spite of all the stress, I'm in a very happy mood, and it's all because of you ya Setty.  I just love hearing your voice and speaking with you. I love you so much ya agmal Setty. So incredibly much.

21/03/01

I had a very long day today and have another long one tomorrow. I missed you today ya Setty. I love you so much.

20/03/01

I wonder why you asked me today if I really loved you. I often ask myself the same question. It surprises me too. It surprises me that I actually do love you extremely much, especially given the very short time that we spent together. But, you're everything I ever dreamed about or wished for. I've never and will never meet anyone like you, because there is no one like you. I love you so much ya Setty.

19/03/01

I love you so very much ya Setty. These days I feel so happy and uplifted, only because you're allowing me to speak with you. Your effect on me is astonishing and your control over me is unbelievable. I so love belonging tiny you, being yours, being owned by you ... I love you so much ya Setty. I worship you.