15/12/01

I want to be with you ya Setty. I want nothing more than to be with you ... at your feet ... at your beck and call ... seeing you ... serving you ... loving you ... worshiping you

14/12/01

I so wish you could come here ya Setty. I miss you and love you so much

13/12/01

Please answer me ya Setty

12/12/01

I love you a lot more than you know ya agmal Setty

11/12/01

I love you ya Setty

10/12/01

I miss you so much ya Setty

9/12/01

Today is the anniversary of the first time we met ... I miss you ya Setty ... A LOT!

8/12/01

It saddens me that you are not checking this journal ya Setty. It is yours. I write it only for you. To please you. To demonstrate my love and longing for you. You are Setty. I am yours ... no one else. I love you ... so much.

7/12/01

I want to speak with you ya Setty. I miss your voice. I miss everything about you. I miss being with you. I miss being at your feet. I miss being your dog. Do you today is the anniversary of the first time we communicated? ... I love you ya Setty

6/12/01

I love you so much and I want to speak with you, but I am afraid. I do not know why. May be because I am afraid I will find out that you forgot about me, or may be because I am afraid you are upset with me. I love you so much, and I hate upsetting you. I love you ya Setty

5/12/01

I love you ya Setty. I truly do. I love you so much

04/12/01

Please respond to me ya Setty. Are you mad at me, or have you just forgotten me? I love, have loved and will love no one the way I love you. You're Setty. I love you ya Setty

03/12/01

I miss you very much ya Setty. I know you've stopped reading my journal, which I write only to please you. It saddens me, but I love you

02/12/01

I'm terribly sorry I upset and disappoint you ya Setty. I truly am. And, I miss you so much

01/12/01

I love you ya Setty ... more than you could ever imagine

30/11/01

I miss you so much ya Setty. I'm sad you're not even answering my messages

29/11/01

I am very sorry I couldn't come to be with you this summer ya Setty. I miss you so much. I wish you could come here

28/11/01

I have continued to write this journal even though I know you are not reading it. The only reason is because I love you ... I love pleasing you ... and I hate disappointing you. So, I have kept this journal alive because if you ever decide to check it, I hope it will please you to see that I have kept it alive for you ... Because I love you ya Setty ... I love you like I have never loved, or will ever love. I just love you with every sense and extent of the word. I love you 💘

27/11/01

I only write this journal for you, but I know you are not reading my journal any more ... It pains me even more

26/11/01

Today, I remembered the first time we met. I remembered how you did not like me at the beginning. I feel alone. I feel you are not thinking about me. I am sad

25/11/01

I miss you so much; I feel I want to cry. I am very sad 😢

24/11/01

I want to be with you. I am sad I won't be able to come be with you this summer 😢

23/11/01

I miss you ya Setty 😢

22/11/01

I so wish I was with you right now ya Setty. I want to be with you. I love you so much 💗

21/11/01

Some days I can't seem to find topics to speak about, but not a single day passes by me without remembering you, thinking about you, missing you, wishing I could be with you, longing for you, and loving you. You own me ya Setty, even if you do not know it. I love you 💋

20/11/01

I love from the deepest bottom of my heart ya Setty. I worship you ... with every bit in my heart, mind, body and soul

19/11/01

I love you ya Setty

18/11/01

Sometimes I feel you've completely forgotten me. I wonder if you remember and think about me ya Setty  ... especially because I think about you all the time 😍

17/11/01

Do you think about me ya Setty? I think about you all the time. I love you

16/11/01

I miss you so much ya Setty. I love you

15/11/01

I worship you ya Setty 😍