17/05/01

I hope Setty will allow me to speak with her, even if for a short while, on this New Year's Eve. This is not an event that I can pass without speaking with agmal Setty and wishing her a happy New Year in person!

16/05/01

One more post ... another day ... one day closer to returning to my beloved Setty

15/05/01

It's incredible that I've not missed a single journal post for more than 5 months now. It's also incredible how I still remember everything about you, how I miss all that I remember, how my feelings and awe towards you have not changed at all, how I'm still incredibly in love with you, and how I wish for nothing more than being at your feet, being with you, being yours.

14/05/01

I'm so tired. When I work so much for so long, I sometimes feel I hate my work. I miss Setty.

13/05/01

I worked 16 straight hours today! And, tomorrow will probably also be another hectic day. I can hardly wait to overcome this stressful time. I miss you ya Setty.

12/05/01

I hope you had a jolly Christmas day ya Setty.

11/05/01

Merry Christmas ya Setty! I wish you a fabulous day!

10/05/01

I miss you a lot! Why are you depressed! I miss hearing your voice and speaking with you ya Setty!

09/05/01

Even a short exchange of a few messages can make my day. Bamoot feeky ya Setty.

08/05/01

I miss you ya Setty! In all kinds of different ways ... and sooooooooo veryyyyyyy much!

07/05/01

I miss you very much ya Setty, and you're always on my mind. I love you, and will always do.

06/05/01

It seems that you've stopped reading my journal. It saddens my heart. I miss you ya Setty.

05/05/01

I still use your headphones all the time. I love using them because they're yours. They make me feel closer to you. And, I still have the toothbrush, but I'm using a newer one now. I wonder about you.

04/05/01

Some days I just miss you more than others. Some days I long for you more than others. I miss and long for you every day, but some days are just more than others. Today is one of those days.

03/05/01

No one has ever had (or will ever have) the same effect you have on me - not even close.  Your effect on me is incredible. Seeing your photo, seeing you, stirs so many deep feelings and emotions in me. It makes wish to be with you, at your feet, submitting to you, worshiping you, living my life with you and for you. I love you so much ya Setty!

02/05/01

These past couple of months have been quite stressful. I can hardly wait for this semester to be over. I miss Setty very much. I miss you very, very much!

01/05/01

Wow! Four months have already passed, and my desire and feelings for you remain just as strong! Happy 4 months anniversary ya Setty

30/04/01

I was really happy when I found you sent me your photos ya Setty. Thank you! No matter how far I am or how long it takes, seeing you, even in a photo, always has such an impact on me. Just like hearing your voice. You'll always rock me!

29/04/01

I apologize for missing a post yesterday. It was unintentional. I felt tired, so I decided to take a short nap. What happened is that I woke up 16 hours later! I collapsed and did not wake up till the following morning. This is how totally exhausted I was!

28/04/01

I am always thinking about you and missing you ya Setty. I miss you very much. I miss everything about you. I so wish I could see you new hair. I miss you very much.

27/04/01

I so wish I could see your new hair color! Please send me a photo ya Setty! I miss you very much!

26/04/01

I am so very tired. I haven't been getting enough sleep for many days now. I feel I'm running on fumes. I hope I'll get some good sleep tonight and won't wake up early. And, I miss you very much ya Setty!

25/04/01

No matter what I say, nothing can express how much I love you and miss you. I miss you so much ya Setty!

24//04/01

I had such a looooong and hectic day today. I missed hearing your voice today ... sigh ... I miss you very much ya Setty ... so very much! I can't wait for this semester to be over!

23/04/01

I loved hearing your voice today! I have missed you and still miss you very much. Just hearing your voice brought out an overwhelming amount of emotions that I haven't felt since our last conversation. I love your voice and I love you ya Setty. You rock me.

22/04/01

This is an unfair comparison. These couple of weeks are very different from both our sides ya Setty. I hope you'll allow me to speak with you tomorrow. I miss you loads!

21/04/01

Please don't be disappointed. I'm very sorry. I have been trying to avoid speaking with you for a short call; hoping that we could find a time suitable for a long one, but the time difference is making it challenging. Tomorrow, I have a very packed and very long day. I'll try reaching you as soon as it ends, but I'll probably find you asleep. So, if it doesn't work, hopefully, we could find a suitable time on Tuesday.

20/04/01

I'm sad I couldn't speak with you today ya Setty. I hope I'll be able to speak with you tomorrow. I miss you a lot !

19/04/01

I so missed the feeling of your dominance and ownership over me ya Setty. I so missed feeling that you love me ya agmal Setty. I miss you so much and I love you so very much! I hope you will allow me to speak with you this weekend, tomorrow, ya Setty ya rou7 alby.

18/04/01

I love your messages ya Setty! I miss you so much. I had a very long day today, and have another very long day tomorrow. It's the end of the semester and everything is hectic. But, I hope you'd allow me to speak with you this weekend. I miss you a lot!

17/04/01

I had such a long day today. I do not want to speak with you for a few minutes. I don't think I can speak with you for a few minutes. I'm afraid to speak with you for a few minutes. I miss you a lot! But, I'm also afraid you may be upset with me.