I am two months old! Today is the first day of my third month. Yay! I feel very happy.
It is astonishing how you completely own and control my feelings and my emotions. Last night, and this morning when I woke up, I did not feel that happy or excited. In fact, I felt the opposite. I felt bitter, disappointed and sad. I felt we were drifting apart, and I felt I was loosing you. Yet, throughout the day, and as a result of just exchanging messages with you ... as a result of feeling your presence ... as a result of reading your "lol's" ... as a result of feeling your ownership of me ... as a result of sensing your celebration of my two months ... as a result of knowing that you liked the bouquet ... as a result of seeing your photo ... as a result of your statement that I love you ... as a result of liking my photo ... as a result of feeling that you want me ... I feel very happy and very excited ... Just like that ... by only some messages!
Your power over me ... your control over me ... your dominance over me ... your ownership of me ... are all so powerful. I love it ... I love being yours ... Nothing makes me happier ... I want nothing more ... There is no where I want to be more than being with you ... There is no voice I love hearing more than yours ... There is no one I love seeing more than you ... There no one I love speaking with more than you ... There is no one that excites me more than you ... There is nothing I want to do more than taking care of you, pampering you, and making you happy ... There is nothing I want more than you.
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