27/02/01

One more day till I reach a new milestone! I hope it will be one of many milestones that are yet to come. I am not happy that we are not speaking. In addition to missing you, feeling lonely, feeling abandoned, and feeling something is missing and is not right with my life, I fear that we might grow (or may be already growing) further apart. I love you so much ya Setty ... I love you beyond words ... and, I do not want to loose you. I have dreamt about you my entire life, and I am ecstatic that I finally found you. You are everything I ever dreamt about or wished for. I realize that you are pretty stressed at this time, and I feel that this stress is causing you to be a little less patient and more critical of me, which is not something that I am complaining about. I love you so much and I am willing to take and endure whatever life would throw at me ... for you. I hope that, together, we could figure this out and find a way to overcome it, stay together and grow even much, much closer with every new challenge and passing day. I hope that your flat plans will materialize and life will become smoother. I hope that I will continue to be your dear lover, close friend, doting pet, cherished sub, horny bitch ... and anything and everything else you might like me to be. I love you so much ya Setty. I want to spend my life with you. I wish for nothing more than pleasing you and making you happy. You are my dear and most beloved Setty.