17/02/01

I am very sorry I upset and disappointed you ya Setty. Listening to your voice messages, I immediately saw and realized my mistake. I felt sad and disappointed in my own self for making this silly mistake. I am truly very sorry for not being able to notice and avoid making making it. Yet, at the same time, in my own defense, I think you are being a little too harsh on me ya Setty ... because I did (and always do) desire to tell you more details.

Since the last time, and per your instructions, I never went out without informing you ya Setty. But, you never told me or indicated to me that you wanted me to inform you of details. On the contrary, I usually feel that you are not interested in knowing much details about my daily life, whether it is work, social or play. At several different times, I tried telling you details about various different things in my life and every time I felt you were not interested. So, I was under the impression that you are not interested in learning about much details. Yesterday, like at other earlier times, against my own preference. I refrained to inform you of details, even though I wanted to ... because I thought that this was your preference.

At the same time, at a couple of earlier times, you commented that when I send you many messages while you are asleep, the sound of your phone wakes you up. Therefore, I have been always trying to minimize the number of messages I send to you while you are asleep. I am always thinking about you ya Setty ... I am always checking your photos and the messages we exchange. I love you so much ya Setty, and I love being owned by you. There is nothing I wish more than being completely yours and living under your authority.  

I do not argue that I made a silly mistake and I am truly sorry ya Setty. Just like I have learnt from and never repeated any of my previous mistakes, I promise you that I have learnt my lesson and will not repeat this mistake again. Please forgive me ya Setty. Please do not be upset with me. I think that you are usually too critical of me when you are upset or angry. When you are less upset with me, I hope you will forgive me ya Setty. I love you so much and I wish for nothing more than living at your feet, living for you, being yours and being owned by you ya Setty. I love you so much ya agmal we a7la Setty. So very very very very very much.