I loved speaking with you yesterday so much ya Setti. I was so happy that I was able to see you and see your mesmerizing smile. I also loved seeing your sexy, sexy body! I loved that you were happy and I loved our entire conversation. I loved how you spoke with me and allowed me to speak with you. I also loved that you asked me to "a7keelek". It is strange how much I love to "a7keelek". I have such a strong desire for you to know everything about me ... all my thoughts, all my feelings, all my issues ... everything about me. To know everything about me both inside and outside. I have never been so open and honest with anyone like I am with you. I love you so much ya a7la Setti.
Today, however, I miss you so much. I was pained when you kicked me away and hung up on me. I do not understand why. I fear that I might have done something to upset you. I have been thinking and re-thinking what I might have done to upset you but I can't seem to identify it. So, I thought may be you were just in a grumpy mood and didn't wish to speak with me, which I completely understand and respect. However, after yesterday, where I was extremely happy to speak with you and where my heart was fluttering with joy due to feeling really close to you, it still pains me that you did not wish to speak with me today. I did not feet close to you and it pains me to feel that way. I love you so much ya Setti, and I miss you a lot.
I was tremendously happy yesterday when you said you wanted to be everything for me: my friend, Setti, my Mistress, my partner, my Goddess, my mommy, my owner ... everything to me. And, you certainly are everything to me. You own me and I love being owned by you. Your words, ... your actions ... you have such a huge impact on me. I love you so much ya Setti. I just love you so much!
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