10/01/01

I love you so much ya Setty. I love everything about you. I love your smile, your laugh, your mind, your thoughts, your mischievousness, your body, your scent, your face, your hair, your lips, your tongue, your mouth, your ears, your nose, your eyelashes, your eyes, your cheeks, your neck, your shoulders, your arms, your hands, your fingers, your palms, your finger nails, your breasts, your nipples, your torso, your ass, your pussy, your thighs, your legs, your knees, your calves, your ankles, your heels, your feet, your soles, your feet balls, your toes, your toe nails, your tattoos ... everything about you. I am always thinking about, remembering, and fantasizing about each and every part of you. I love everything about you ... a lot! I miss smelling, touching, caressing, kissing and tasting each and every inch of your amazing body. I love you so much ya Setti.

I also love surrendering to you. I love to feel your control over me. Your ownership of me. I love how you teach me, control me and own me. I love how I fear upsetting you. I fear you when you shout at me, and I love when I apologize to you and beg you for forgiveness, and I love when you forgive me. I love that you control my thoughts, my dreams, my mind, my body, my orgasms and my fantasies. I truly love everything about you.

I was extremely happy when you said you wanted to feel me inside of you. I am always thinking and dreaming about how heavenly this feeling would be, and how much more I would fall in love with you. My love to you fills me. It overwhelms my feelings to the extent that it overshadows any other feeling I might have for anyone or anything else. I love you so much. It overwhelms my heart, my breath, my chest, my thoughts, my dreams, my entire heart, mind, body, and soul.

I soooo love speaking with you, especially when you spoil me with your feelings towards me ... like you did yesterday. It sends me into a trance ... a spell of awe, happiness, love, adoration and worship for you. It is such a beautiful and powerful spell that makes me wish it would never end. It pains me a lot that I am so far away from you ya Setti, especially when you are hurt and I am unable to take care of you. It pains me so damn much!!! But, I am living on the hope that you will soon be here, and that I will soon be able to be with you, take care of you, pamper you, spoil you and love you with my entire existence, and in person. I love you so much ya Setti. I so wish I could spend me entire life with you, at your beautiful feet, by your side, with you and for you. I miss you so much Setti. I love you so much ya agmal we a7la Setti ... ever! You are so incredibly amazing. You own me!