14/01/01 A

Not being able to speak with you, Setty, my Mistress, my leader, my love, rou7 alby, my Goddess, is very, very painful. I do not know why you have no desire to speak with me, which makes it even more painful. I know something is going on, and I do not know what it is. It pains me, hurts me and confuses me. I want nothing more than to be very close to you. To be your slave, your friend, your pet, your partner, your love, your trusted companion, but I can see that something is keeping you away. I am going to respect your desire. I will try very hard not to pester you with my pain, my love, my requests or my desires. I will stop mentioning it and complaining about it. I will suffer in silence, and just wait for you to want me again. I will try really hard. I do not know if I can succeed, but I promise you I will try very, very hard, and hope that you will allow me to be close to you once again. Every bit of my being is completely and utterly in love with you.