I am not really sure what to write. I miss you a lot. I thought about deleting the last post a few times earlier. As promised, I took the less defying option earlier today. You did not give me permission to go out; so, I stayed home the entire day, which was not too exciting. But, I am happy I obeyed your instructions and I hope you will be proud of me and like me more.
I keep remembering how beautiful and sweet your voice with me was yesterday. I was very hurt and very confused, but when you spoke with me, you were very kind and loving. You eased my pain, embraced me with your kindness, understanding and love and made me feel happy and peaceful. I felt so full of admiration, love, awe and worship of you, and so badly wished I was with you so that I could embrace you, kiss your feet, kiss you, love you, worship you, and shower you with me love and adoration. Yet, at the very end, I felt that something upset you. I felt distant from you when you decided not to share it with me, shut me out and sent me away. I wanted to push further, but I couldn't risk upsetting you again. So, I just surrendered to your will.
I truly admire and appreciate your intellect ... a lot! I love how rational, intelligent, smart and level headed you are. I was very happy when you explained to me that you are gentle with me because you realize the issues of distance, and the early age of our relationship. I really appreciated that and made me love and adore you even much more. Every day, I just fall more in love with you. You are so incredibly amazing. You rock my mind, my heart, my soul and my life. There is no one else like you ya Setty. You are so incredibly amazing, and I know I am so incredibly fortunate to be your loving slave. I love everything about you ... everything! I love you so much! So very very very much ya agmal we a7la Setty! But, I miss you a lot too.
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