02/02/01

I miss you so much ya Setty! Sooooooooo much! I do not want to live without you. My whole life, I have been dreaming about you. I will not give up. I will never stop loving you. I will never cease waiting for you, nor hoping to hear your voice again. Being away from you is very difficult. Restraining myself from contacting you is extremely difficult. I think about texting you all the time. I have surrendered to my desires and wrote you text messages many, many times; then, I regained my self restraint and erased them before hitting send. My only solace is knowing that you must be happier. I want nothing more than your happiness, because I love you ... I miss you so much ya Setty! :"(