I'm so happy and excited. I'm so happy I almost forgot to write this journal. I went to bed then remembered and woke up again, only to write it ... for you ... ya Setty. Oh, how I love this word ... how I love saying it to you, and how happy I feel when I say it ... ya Setty ... ya agmal we a7la Setty.
I missed you sooooooooo much ya Setty. Thank you for allowing me to speak with you. Thank you for allowing me to hear your voice. Thank you for allowing me to hear your laugh. Thank you for allowing me to see you ... ya agmal we a7la Setty. I missed you so much. I love everything about you, and I missed everything about you. I felt so sad. I felt so much pain. I felt so confused. I didn't know what to do. I felt lost. I didn't know how to be happy. I didn't know how to go back to my old life. I do not want to go back to my old life. All I wanted and all I want is to be with you. To be yours. To belong to you. To live my life with you. To live my life for you, at your feet, serving, loving and worshiping you ... forever ... till the end of my time. I love you so much ya Setty. I love you so very, very, very, very, very, very much!
I beg you. I beg you with every single bit of me being. I beg you ya Setty. I beg you. I beg you, please don't torture me this way again. Please ya Setty. I beg you. Please, don't make me suffer this way again. It was very painful. Very, very painful ya Setty. In so many different ways ... Unless it would make you happy. In this case, I'd be happy to suffer for you. I love you ya Setty.
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