Setty! I wrote in one in my previous journals how much I love this word. What it means to me and how it make me feel. However, what I did not write before is that while the word always holds and conveys my very deep, strong and powerful love feelings and emotions towards you, I sometimes use it with tremendous amounts of joy and happiness ... and other times it is accompanied with much agony and pain. Today, I use my beloved word, Setty, with the former. Today, I feel very happy. I feel I am flying in happiness. You are Setty. I missed you so much these past days. You were there, but I was alone. Today, I do not feel alone. Today, I feel your love. I feel your protection. I feel yours. Every bit in my being wants to be yours, wishes to be yours, and no one else's, forever. Today, you are Setty. I love you and I know I am yours. A few days ago, I dreamt you told me "You are mine. Mine. Mine. Mine". A few days ago, it was a dream. It was a wish. It was a prayer. Today, I feel it. I feel I am yours, and it fills my heart and soul with happiness. There is nothing I wish for more than being yours. Your property. Your love. Your companion. Your otta. Your bitch. Your friend. Your pet. Yours. Yours in every possible way. Totally, utterly and completely yours. You are Setty, and I am yours.
The closer I feel to you, the happier, calmer, more confident, more peaceful I feel. I love when I learn new things about you. I love when I know you better. You promised me you will never use silence against me again. To me, this means you promised you will never leave me alone again. You told me many other things, most of which we haven't discussed yet. Things such as that you want to love me without the burden of your "issues". What I really hope and would truly love is to learn all about your burdens. In full details. To share them with you. To carry them with you. In full weight. I want to be very close to you. I want to be useful for you. I want you to rely on me. To trust me. To be certain that I am and will always be with you ... Yours! Similarly, I wish that you would know everything about me too. I wish I could share all my thoughts, feelings and everything that I am with you. I wish we could become one. I never loved anyone the way I love you before - and I am sure I never will. I never attempted to be open with anyone before. I never felt I wanted to. But, with you, it is completely different. You are not like anyone else. You are you. You are my Love. My Mistress. My Owner. My Goddess. You are Setty! I want to be an open book for you. I want to share everything with you, just as much as I wish you would share everything with me. I want to be yours. Completely yours. You are Setty.
Today is my third week anniversary of ownership to you. I am so happy and grateful it is nothing like my second week one. I hope that my fourth, fifth, tenth, hundreds, thousandth, and all succeeding ones will continue to be as full of love and happiness as today. I love you ya Setty. I love you so much. I am madly in love with you. I love you, I adore you, and I worship you. You are Setty! I love you so much ya Setty.
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