Setty 7abebty! I would never miss a day without writing for you. You are the only person I love writing for, and you are the only person I love doing things for. It is as if doing those things for you makes me feel and realize that I am yours, which by turn makes me feel happy, really happy. I missed you a lot today. We have not chatted almost at all, and I neither heard your voice. Earlier today, you told me you were puzzled about something, but you did not tell me what it is, which is certainly your absolute right. It is a privilege for me when you decide to share anything with me. Yet, since I am obliged to share all my feelings and thoughts with you, I have to tell you that I really wish you would have shared what was puzzling you with me.
Chatting with you, speaking with you, hearing your beautiful voice, and doing things for you make me feel very happy. They make me feel truly happy because they make feel close to you, and they also make me feel that I am yours. Similarly, when you share things with me, when you allow me to know aspects relating to your life, I feel very happy too. There is nothing I wish for in this world more than being close to you, being yours, and spending my life with you, and for you. In addition to this, there is no one I love in this world more than I love you. There is no one I care about in this world more than I care for you. There is no one I wish would be happy more than I wish you would be. There is no one I wish I could serve and help make happy more than I wish I could make you happy. Accordingly, I wish I could know what was puzzling you because I wish I could be useful for you and hope that I could perhaps contribute to helping you think through what is puzzling you. I wish I could be of any help for you in any possible way.
Sitting here by the ocean, listening to the waves in the middle of the night, makes me think about you constantly, wishing you are here with me. I am always thinking about you, but because I love this place (the ocean) a lot, it always makes me think about you even much more and makes me wish you would be here sharing it with me. Because I love this place a lot, I feel like I want to share it with the person I love the most, You, ya agmal we a7la Setty. I remember that you do not like the sea much, yet being here thinking about you reminds me of the time when you were laying with your head on my thighs telling me about your 20 wishes. I so wish you were here with me ya Setty. I wish I could see you right now. I wish I could hear you. I wish I could speak with you. I wish you could see and feel all the love I hold for you.
I love you so much ya agmal we a7la Setty. I love you madly. And, I miss you a lot.
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