09/02/01

Setty 7abeebet alby! I love you so much! I know that I love you so much because of so many reasons. In addition to my very strong feelings for you, in addition to how my heart flutters when I see you, in addition to how happy I feel when I hear your voice, in addition to how much I love seeing your smile, in addition to how much I love listening to your laughter, in addition to how much I enjoy speaking or chatting with you, in addition to how much I think and dream about you ... in addition to all these aspects, I know that I love you so much for many many others too.

I know that I love you so much because I fear upsetting you, like I never feared upsetting anyone before. I know that I love you so much because I feel jealous, like I never felt that way about anyone before. I know that I love you so much because I am always thinking about you, like I never thought about anyone to that extent before. I know that I love you so much because I am always dreaming about being with you and serving you, like I never thought about anyone before. I know that I love you so much because I worry about your comfort and safety, like I never worried about anyone before. I know that I love you because I am always thinking about submitting and surrendering myself to you, like I never thought that way about anyone before. I know that I love you so much because I enjoyed and miss receiving pain from you, like I never felt that way before. I know that I love you so much because I am always thinking about feeling you inside of me, like I never felt that way before. I know that I love you so much because I am always dreaming about spending my entire life at your feet and with you, like I never thought that way about anyone before. I know that I love you because I want nothing more than to please you, your pleasure is my utmost desire, like I never felt that way towards anyone before. I know that I love you so much because I never valued or respected anyone's ideas, thoughts and opinions, like I value and respects yours before. I know that I love you so much because I love obeying you, like I never did with anyone else before. I know that I love you so much, because I never loved anyone that way before.

I worry about you. I worry when you get injured. I worry when you feel pain. I worry when you feel frustrated. I worry when I do not hear your voice. I worry when you do not sound happy. I worry when you do not laugh. I worry when you do not sleep well. I worry when you do not wish to see a doctor. I worry when you are upset. I worry when you hang up on me. I worry when you do not respond to me. I worry about you, like I never worried about anyone else before.

I love you so much ya Setty! So very very very very very much!