17/01/01

My love for you is like a fairy tale! Yesterday, I was thinking about how unique our story has been. I love you so much, even though we have met, face to face, for only 4 times. It is true that two of them were several hours long, yet still, in total, we have met for only four distinct times! Don't you think this is quite unique? Even if we add all the phone conversations we had. Only a few of them were a few hours long, but most of the other phone conversations were only a few minutes. So, even if we factor in all these phone conversations and add them to our face to face meeting times, I find that we have known each other for such a short period of time, in comparison to the amount of love and adoration I hold for you. I think it easily qualifies for a fairy tale ... a very unique and heart moving one!

I still know little about you. I have yet to learn a lot. For example, recently I have been thinking that I do not know your favorite colors, your favorite dressing styles, your favorite sweets and desserts, your favorite appetizers ... I have yet to learn how to cheer you up when you are down, how to earn your forgiveness when you are upset, what's the best way to make you smile, how you would think about or react to various incidents or motivators, what you hold dear and what is not that important to you ... too many things. I love you so much. I wish I could learn everything about you. I hope that one day I could be as close and dear to you as is practically impossible, yet with my love, adoration and determination, ultimately possible,

You told me a few times before that there are aspects that we will never get to know about one another except when we are living together. I completely agree with you, and wish I could be with you now before later, yesterday before today, last week before this week, last month before this month .... I can't wait to have the privilege of being with you not only because I love you and wish to be very close to you, and not only because I wish to know these aspects you were referring to, but also because I wish to learn everything about you. I wish to observe and learn absolutely everything about you. I wish to observe your every reaction, study your every response, recognize your every move, know your every thought and every feeling, be able to anticipate your every mood ... I long to be your dearest friend, most trusted companion, most loving partner, most adoring lover, most doting pet, most worshiping follower, most devoted slave ... I love you so much ya agmal we a7la Setty ... agmal we a7la Setty ever! I am so madly in love with you.