I woke up dreaming about you again today ya Setty. I woke up to find myself making squealing sounds. Again, I dreamt that you were making love to me, but this time I was both moaning as well as squealing. The dream felt so real to that extent that when I woke up I discovered that I was making these squealing sounds not only in the dream, but also in real life. I do not know if anyone heard me make these sounds. And, I do not know what anyone would imagine I am dreaming about, if they were to hear me make these sounds while asleep. I doubt they would imagine how much I love you, miss you, wish to be with you, and wish you would make love to me.
People have different views about dreams. Some believe that the soul leaves the body and travels into mysterious dimensions where it captures messages about the unknown. Science, however, postulates that dreams are representation of thoughts, beliefs, hopes and fears from our unconscious minds. Since I am a man of science, I share the latter postulation.
I wonder what my unconscious mind is trying to tell me by these dreams about you. Is it trying to tell me that I love you so much, that I long to be with you and feel you both outside and inside of me? Or, does it miss you too much and is trying to compensate for the void created by your absence by producing these vivid dreams and images about being with you? Or. perhaps, it fears that your absence is an indication that we are drifting apart and is trying to reassure itself that we are still close and that I will someday soon be even much closer to you, where I will feel and experience your love in the most intimate of ways. Psychiatry is certainly not one of my strong hauls. However, I do believe that my unconscious mind is trying to tell me something. I am just not certain what it is yet.
While I have yet to make a conclusion about the meaning of those dreams, I cannot but hope that I will continue to experience and remember more and more of them. I love dreaming about you ya Setty, and I particularly love dreaming about, and feeling, you make love to me. I love you so much ya Setty. I love you and I miss you so much. There is nothing I wish for in this world more than being with you, being yours and living at your feet, by your side, and for you. Ottetek loves you and misses you so much ya Setty.
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